Sunday, 6 March 2011

WHATS HAPPENING EVERYONE HAS BOREDOM


well after 4 yrs of struggling to get out the house I actually struggle now to stay in! ain't it amazing! ... But at the moment everyone is suffering from being bored... I was thinking today...omg when i was locked in the house (not literally) how the hell did I cope!...wot did I actually do with myself.....the answer came.... I sat worrying about my heart ,,,my health and everything else!....it took my day up... i just thank God I am well. I was talking to a Friend today who hasn't seen me since I got well and she only ever knew me with agoraphobia ,,,, she moved over to Holland (her home) we chatted on Skype and she couldn't believe that I now walk with out my bike or even get on a bus... as I was telling her things I thought wow ,,,, I am better..we even talked about me going to see her on a plane! with my Daughter ...and I am seriously thinking about it... I wouldn't do it on my own but i don't see that being a failure i just accept now that there are some things in life we don't do on our own...it isn't particularly a weakness its just who you are....but I would really love to go to Holland especially with my Libby......... any how...signing off for now...night guys and gals!

5 comments:

Amara the Warrior said...

This is so true. Now that I'm better I couldn't even think about laying in bed all day. I get bored sooooo easily. LOL.
Hope you're doing good :)

Sassy said...

My daughter has panic attacks. I'm 1200 miles away. What can I say to help her?
I just started blogging as Sassy. My blog is Journies through my mind. God bless you honey. I'm so proud of you! (I'm also from the South where everyone is called honey!)

Rachel's Diary said...

hi sassy, oh poor you being so far from your baby girl... maybe you could pass her onto my blog and also a website that helped me was www.nomorepanic.co.uk everyone there has the same so they are understandable. I had them extremely severe where my heart would go out of rythym, very scarey! ... but I still have the odd blip! i shall have a look at your blog xxx take care and message me anytime x

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