Thursday, 31 January 2008
Wednesday, 30 January 2008
Tuesday, 29 January 2008
Monday, 28 January 2008
Face and hand wash- wash every morning, little before dawn.- rub your hands against clean grass, like you were washing your hands with water. Then, wash both face and hands with dew. In the end, do not wipe them off, but let them dry out into the sun. Do it daily although once would suffice. It is moreover a symbolic gesture. It is a perfect remedy against:- skin damage;- headaches (wash your face, front head and nape, 3 days in a row);- refreshes skin - complexion is shinier if washed with dew; collect the dew two days before Full Moon;- eye pains;- skin damage and wounds;
Rolling into wet grass (dew wet)It is a well-known custom. Animals do it all the time. The grass should be clean, without any splinters or thistles. Dress up into a bathing suit, lay back-down and roll over so that you should get wet all over the body. In the beginning, the exercise should last for only 2-3 minutes (the maximum time is 5 minutes). After you roll over, get dressed with clean clothes (natural cloth) and do not wipe with towel. Then do some jogging exercise to warm your body. It is a perfect remedy. It is mainly recommended in case of skin damage, such as:- psoriasis, epithelium, allergy, and serious dermatosis;- waist line pains (sciatica and lumbar sciatica), kidney and bladder problems (nephritis, pyelo-nephritis, and cistitis);- salpingitis;- chronic rheumatism, muscle pains;- different nervous problems;- psychical and physical asthenia;- sedentary life, appetite disturbance;- slow digestion
Sunday, 27 January 2008
Saturday, 26 January 2008
10.21 LOL : noticed I had no money to get the electric to put in the meter to cook the tea for the parents and inlaws.
Friday, 25 January 2008
Thursday, 24 January 2008
Wednesday, 23 January 2008
The stars sing!
Tuesday, 22 January 2008
Monday, 21 January 2008
I cant believe it...the rain we have been having! All my allotment is flooded and all in my little cottage on my allotment is flooded out...geese are loving it and so is hubby...as he is like a little boy when we get lots of rain or snaow!... our house is safe though .. thank the lord! My freind was sat watching tv and all of a sudden water starting seeping through her floor boards! Fire Brigade had to come and pump it out... I swear this world is folding up on its self... well one belief I do have is we as human life might end but Mother nature will always be here to pick up the pieces and start all over again! Sometimes I wonder if we have been here to this extent of technolgy once before... sucked the life sources from the earth like we are doing now till it all ends and starts again.... I sometimes think this because they say the world has been here for millions plus years but we have only come this far in about 130 yrs with things like the wheel,electric,computers, cameras and flying etc! Something to think about eh!Anxiety been a little naughty today! dont know why..prob money worries...as i have none! Bills Rain bills rain! that has been my day! picture is toll bar not far from me!
Sunday, 20 January 2008
Friday, 18 January 2008
Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. And today? Today is a gift. That's why we call it the present.
Thursday, 17 January 2008
Wednesday, 16 January 2008
You know I was thinking half way through the day...why is everyday so different, not in an obvious sense but as an anxiety sufferer you just ain't got a clue weather its gonna bite you today or not...... as I walked to my friends yesterday I looked up at the sky and it was so grey and dull but yet so fantastic.....and I thought to myself.... GOSH....EVEN WHEN IT'S DULL AND GREY IT CAN BE INSPIRING AND BEAUTIFUL!!!! It reminded me of my life and I thought YES! even out of my suffering and anxiety I am learning how to turn it into something positive and trying to help others with my web site and going on other forums etc....... bit corny I know but I thought I would share...... above is a photo of the sky I caught although it don't give it justice. Keep looking at the sky and the earth and thank God for the inspiration that's held in them.
Tuesday, 15 January 2008
3.17am on the dot... body leaps up and heart pounding...body shaking...took me rescue rememdy http://www.nutrisun.co.uk/bsearch.asp?action=search&whichoption=letter&brandq=rescue%20remedy&WhichLetter=R&gclid=CJv8u9mS-JACFQ5lQgodWz_F1w buy it here...its fab..... didnt last as long... i laid near my window with it open and just breathed and I was ok... ! I really think I am having the night panics due to me feeling better in the day.... Its a release of stress hormone in the body which makes this happen... I feel its my body doing what it is used to doing!...it will go away it always does!
Monday, 14 January 2008
Sunday, 13 January 2008
Saturday, 12 January 2008
Hi there peeps... how are you all jolly and welltoday... I have had a better ( even better than yesterday!) day.... I am trying to accept the fact that I have a sensitive heart and any upset just triggers it to go a little dizzy... I know when my body has had a few months of relaxation and chilling everything will go back to normal!..........i bloody hope!!!.......... anyhow had a chilled out day..went down to my local shops with my trusty little bike and its little basket on the front for my sundries!.....tonight i did indulge in a little Chinese! then the rest of the night me and paul have been watching you tube.... I never realized how good that website is... you get get almost any song you want.. so I have been putting all my best loved Irish tunes in and watching the videos! found a fab song but I am gonna tell you about it tomo..as It is rather political and you will be too bored ... so until then guys! Thanks for supporting me in reading my waffle! But I am enjoying reading everyone Else's! Nan nights!
Friday, 11 January 2008
I have just watched the channel 4 programme on trying to get Britain to go free range which I think is fab... Jamie showed examples of intensive farming and culling and free range farming and humane culling but the difference to the nation is the extent of the price!
WELL THIS IS ME THIS AFTERNOON...........HOW BORING......... I HAVE SO MUCH TO DO BUT I CANT BE BOTHERED WHEN IT'S LIKE THIS! CAN YOU? I DEF THINK THIS IS PART OF ANXIETY ALTHOUGH I HAVE FELT OK TODAY... SEE YA LATER!
Wednesday, 9 January 2008
Well I was awoken ~ thank goodness with my sister banging on the door this morning...other wise I would have stayed longer than 8am and I needed to get up to go to work ( I say work, its my little cleaning job down the road) I am still getting a lift from my Father in Law as I am still not doing the buses...its not the travelling on the bus that bothers me its the walking down the long private lane on my own when i get off! Then I get a lifthome... I am always ok when I am there but I do enjoy my freinds company and if I felt "Dodgy" she would take me staight home... bless her...........But when I got home this is what happened!
(Bit of back ground to this)
Have a family in my village that has had asbo's and also the council asked people for backing to make statements to get the family out of the house... I came forward to do it as one night last Autum I saw a lad on the street in a ball in his pajamas in the rain crying... he had been beat up by the father and was in a real state.... so I took him home and rang his Mother who said.. can he stay with us for a couple of days till his dad calms down .... I said of course.. we are talking drug dealing family ect... terrible crimes been commited ect so I was taking a risk but felt I needed to do something!
Cut a long story short after he went home the trouble began...we have had the Police at my house over false alligations several times ( which aint been the best thing for my nerves) and just before Christmas the Dad of the foul family tried to run my husband over with our 3 dogs... my husband really gave the guy some abuse..... whe the guy got home he rang the police and told them my hubby had assaulted him and stole his gold chain!.... My hubby got arrested 2 days before christmas but when he got to the station with our solicitor they laughed it out..... we had a week of distress for nothing!! I fact the sargent said my hubby should have hit him!!! LOL.... BUT today I found out this family are at it again, trying to get him arrested again,,,, when Paul tld me this I just went into panic!!
My heart went out of sync......... for about 10 mins...fluttering like mad... then I camled down,, I am so sick of this government being on the side of the crim's! My hubby is a lovely nature man and has a fab reputation in my village! When folk heard he got arrested I had folk knocking on the door saying they would stand up for Paul which I thought was great!
The police really are not doing their job in this country at the moment........ feel like going on a real mission!!!! IF I HAD THE STRENTGH!!!!!
STARTED NEW WEBSITE TODAY...... STILL UNDER CONSTRUCTION BUT STILL LOTS TO SEE....http://www.freewebs.com/hermestonhallsghosts/index.htm
Tuesday, 8 January 2008
I wanted to write this diary as I have been suffering with awful anxiety disorder since last yr and thought it MIGHT be intersesting to see my progress if only for my self!
Well today i got up at 9.30...lazy git arnt i and most of the day I have been cooking and cleaning...
Paul took the dogs for a walk so I was on my own for about 2 hrs... didnt like it but i coped... went on the fab website http://www.nomorepanic.co.uk/... this site has helped me so much through my anxiety.
My anxiety is displaying itself in form of palpatations... ectopics.. and also really fast beats for a few seconds... i feel like i am getting better but each day is slow and some days are backwards just when u think you are getting there it comes and bites on the arse once again.
Any how lets hope the future of this blog is good ... healthy and prosperous!