Its so hard you know when you like your snap..... I have been brought up with good food with Mother being Irish and all that.... I have battled with my weight for so many yrs I have gone up and down and round and rounder!!! LOL... but when it comes down to it I am quite happy but do get scared of the health problems looming.... When I get anxious I bloody eat...well sometimes my appetite goes but I do just love chocolate...it wonderful..I think God did put the old cocoa bean on the earth for woman only! It really hits the spot at times. I mean I ain't a great big fat git but I am overweight, hubby loves me when I'm fat or thinner ( never been thin)! I just wish I could get some inspiration from somewhere to make me do it... I go through fazes of diets and say to EVERYONE!!!! I'm gonna do it this time... I can feel it in me bones... they ll just stare at me with that smirk on thier faces! .. you know .. the one that says ,yeah rite rach LOL!!! SO I am hoping that this yr brings some divine intervention or a bloody miracle to inspire me to do it! Isn't life a git...why cant we crave salads and veg..... I do actually eat very very well and healthy just with the odd daily blip!!!!! LOL which is the prob!
Oh well if anyone has any tips please let me know as I am fed up with being Bonny! I want to be stunning (LOL)
Anxiety been fine until tonight... got the tight chest again... have slept ok for a couple of nights due to Nytol..... and I have also got me springys back now... me curly wurlys! no longer straight.
Nan nights xxxx