Saturday, 21 March 2009

Sick of feelin like crap

Well I am..... nervous...from the pit of my stomach...still scared to walk far.... I seriously want my life back....sick of it...I aint been bloggin cos whats the point ...its all been bad for so long.... I was feelin better!..... but im worse as ever...I just hope that the good weather will pick me up and give me some hope.... i dont know what to do with myself! ...... how is everyone else feeling??????


diver said...

Hi Rachel. Sorry to hear you're in the pit. You were doing so brilliantly back in Autumn ... but Winter just seems to have hammered you flat or something? In any case, I sure hope Spring brightens your horizons :)

Coffeecup said...

Oh Rachel, what's happening to us? I absolutely hear you! Understand totally how sad and frustrated you feel. I'm sorry for it because before Christmas you were showing anxiety who was the boss.

What's the point? Hmm? Well there are a lot of people here who empathise with you and are going through the exact same thing. We don't just read because you're entertaining, (which you are!) but it's more than that now. Folks care how you are, and when there's no word we can either assume it's because you're keeping busy or that you don't want to talk about it. I hate the fact that you're feeling low, and wish I could give you a big hug. This is your diary after all, write it because one day you'll look back and see how far you have come!

:-( xxx

Rachel's Diary said...

Thank you both of you ...your comments made me cry.... nice to have such understanding freinds with empathy...thanks guys meant alot that xxx