Im bored, fat,scared,fed-up,skint,panicky,hungry,bedraggled,fluttering!,impatient, married and a LOONATIC! Apart from that Im ok...had a couple of bad days...flutters galore....Paul is doing me head in ...he has put me in a negative mood with his bloody pesimistness(if there is such a word) about the chicks...."oh their gonna die rach....oh they look week...their not eating" then he goes and drinks 4 cans of lager cos he's scared thier gonna die! Like thats gonna help! THEY ARE FINE, healthy, and fit and growing...!
Libby was naughty today too....she came home from school and moaned that I had cooked a dinner, so I threw it though the kitchen window (plate an all, window was open LOL) she was a nasty bugga the way she said it....I think I shocked her! but don't think she will do it again !
Oh I need a good old moan....done me Avon today and got out a bit with Neil, Actually one good thing happened this morning(dont all drop dead with shock of the positivness, if there is such a word again!) but this morning I walked loads doing me Avon all round the streets...was ace...not a flutter...its always when i eat the flutters start....does anyone else get the heart stuff with anxiety...please let me know if you get these symptoms....if these symptoms passed I could get onto the road to recovery! Right guys better go before I depress u all ! Sorry to be a moaning bugga..but hey thats what its all about ...bloggeretting! xxxxxxxxxx nan nights....xxxxxxxxxxxxx