Sunday, 4 May 2008

THE NEW ME!!!


A feel like I have broken a wall down somewhere....my little rutt has been de rutted!!! Somot has happened to this strange being of mine...I am more at ease , free'er from fear and all together in better spirits!!! I aint perfect but this will do ! Its better than the crap I have had for the last yr! Its excactly a yr since the panics set in so lets hope it is a celebration of wellness for this May! Thanks guys for all your help.... I know and am prepared for set backs! (they will come ) and I need to welcome them with a goodbye and embrace the future for what ever it holds! I still need you all BIG time as it still a battle but the strength is stronger to fight it with for now...... I still can't imagine going somewhere big on me own yet..and i aint pushing me self either as thats when I can REALLY set me self back...we all have limitations and I need to learn to accept that...if I cant do it I cant do it!!!! Thats it! xxxxxxxxxxxx

5 comments:

Coffeecup said...

Long may the happy times continue!Fabulous!!!!!!!!!!! xxx

Gary said...

Wow! keep it up Rach! i want some of what your on! lol xxx seriously you have done really well Rach and i hope it continues! xxxx

Rachel's Diary said...

thanks keepin open minded ....xxx

Robert said...

I was soooooooooooooooooooooooooo pleased (yes, I can do the oooooooooooooooo's too!) to see how well you've been doing. Told Marie & she's well pleased 4u too!

Stop expecting bad days - they just might not come. Keep looking positive and NOTHING is impossible!

Good luck!

Rachel's Diary said...

LOL....thank you u two xxxx