Thursday, 13 March 2008

Anxious about what???????

Do you ever sit and think to your self...What is it? what am I anxious about....there are people with NOTHING! and people so ill! Why does my body give off this fear and terror warning signals as if the 3rd world war is about to happen.... it's as if my body is stuck in this mode and wont get out of it...... If I could only explain HOW FED UP I AM at waking up in the night with my heart pounding and racing for what?!?.....Nought!....well had a goodish day, shopping but went so early this morning so I felt ok, im better in the morning but before I eat as I get loads of palps after eating and that makes me panic!....So tommorow I am busy getting the house ready for Irish night Sat.... Nervous but excited, I have my good freinds Andy and Cal to help me all day sat to prepare the food. So signing off folks...nighty nights!heres on e of my fav songs by one of my fav artsits "Christy Moore" with John Spillane.....enjoy... the song actually means nothing but is ace and really tribal/folk/irish

7 comments:

Sharon said...

hope you have a panic free night night rach,its weird because you didnt get them in the night before now,looking forward to irish night ,xx

Rachel's Diary said...

Well to be honest had tem for yrs in the night but at the mo hvin em bad...almost every xx yeh me lookin forward to Irish night too x

Gary said...

I'm like you Rach, trapped! something has triggered off your anxiety, and some people are more prone to it than others, hope you have a good Irish night, and a better nights sleep! xx

Rachel's Diary said...

well,,,, here i go again..... just woke up again,,,,, laid on the cold floor in bedroom and banged me bloody head again..... lol.... im ok now just gettin the shakes xxxxx feel a bit sick x

Coffeecup said...

Something must be troubling you hunny? Try jotting down what you were thinking/dreaming before the panic starts and see if there's something setting them off? It's an emotional thing I'm convinced, you want to feel safe in your own bed don't you? Bloody awful panics at home I know babes. Anyway, have a good bash tomorrow!! xxx

Rachel's Diary said...

Thanks peeps....im not blogging tonight as I have only been scrubbing and cleaning for tomo night so...yes hopefully i will sleep...need it im knackered!

Robert said...

Haigh! Cad é mar atá tú! (If you want a translation from the Gaelic, please ask).

I hope you have a great Irish night. As an Irishman, I know that St Pat's day is really on Monday (you probably know that too), but the Irish church changed it this year to Saturday so as not to clash with some religious ceremony. As you can see, I'm not religious, so I can celebrate St Pat's night tonight AND on Monday!

So I hope you have a panic-free weekend and a really good time. All the best!